I've taken time off school, it's so depressing. I took a studybreak becuse, god, I could not belive how lonley I felt. I have no friends here in sweden, I have people I can be with but they are no REAL friends, y'know? Or I'm too picky...

I have NO ONE to speak too, no one to be with. I'm happy I have a few that support me and tell me to continue to go forward.

But, It's not all hopeless, I'll be going to Finland to meet KEI! <3 I wish I could meet , my parents let me go to JAPAN alone, and let me live there alone, but hey... going to America to meet your girlfriend is a big NO NO MOTHAFUCKA

Dont worry, I'll be out of here as soon as I get the chance >_<